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    July 31

    冲出死循环

    在非洲,人们会因为黑猩猩偷粮食而去抓捕它们。气人的是,它们不是一般的动物。它们的智商和人很接近,身手也非常灵敏。一般的圈套与陷阱根本拿它们没办法。但黑猩猩还是逃不过人的手掌。当地人把黑猩猩非常喜欢的一种农作物放在一个浅浅的洞里。机关是洞口的尺寸。黑猩猩可以把手伸进去,也可以伸出来,但无法拿着那种农作物一起把手伸出来。这时黑猩猩会很着急,拼命地试着把农作物拿出来,哪怕危险来到,哪怕这时人正拿着网子,慢慢地,脸上带着嘲讽地走过来。于是,聪敏的黑猩猩就被抓住了。

    黑猩猩并没有输给人的智慧,而是输给了自己的贪欲。对食物的贪婪。人也其实好不到哪里去。与黑猩猩相比,人的贪欲真是远远有过之而不及。人对金钱有贪欲,对名利有贪欲,对成功有贪欲,对人前的尊荣有贪欲。人还是感情的动物,对感情也是更有贪欲。人人都希望被爱,被关心,被重视,给惦记,不管和不合理,是否相配,甚至是地域与文化的限制。最后昨天的甜美都成了今天的噩梦,昨天的每一点回忆都成了今天的折磨。心里对着自己说:快跑,快跑,但感觉就像在噩梦中一样,软弱得根本无法逃跑,甚至无法喊叫。真希望这时从天而降一声霹雷能把自己从噩梦中惊醒。即使醒来又如何呢?会拼命地回想那场梦么?会觉得那场梦可爱么?会尽量地在修改自己残缺的回忆,以至于把僵尸的脸该成仙女么?也许会重新躺下,试着重新回到那场梦里。

    怎么办呢?怎么才能冲出这个死循环?难道就这样被自己的贪婪和情欲拖入阴间么?不会,很少有人会干傻事,但的确会很痛苦。人的身体需要成长,人的情感更需要成长。小孩子会为了糖果落泪,青年会为了爱情落泪。随着成长,眼泪会越来越少。这应该是成年人和小孩子最大的区别吧。在这个死循环中成长,合格的那一天,也就是冲出循环的那一天。

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